[ex1z7]

There has been some good and some bad since I posted so I guess I'm slowly edging towards the good side of things, right ?

I mean, bad is stuff I can't do anything about.. like my grandma's last blood transfusion was yesterday and they're saying she has under 2 weeks left.. But theres so far been a few good things to go so it's looking up - I borrowed the cash off my buddy, I'll pay him back Friday when I'm paid. . A lot of my family members are coming back into town (sisters I havn't seen for a year+), and this saturday is going to be kind've cool in a weird way.. my other grandma is renewing her vows with my grandpa, because she has parkinsons etc. and in the past few months has slipped so bad that she thinks they've been separated for 20+ years.. They're also saying she only has a short time left.

And my cat is having her kittens under my bed, that's pretty cool though, on the plus at least... She tore the underlining up really bad but she's at least having kittens, that'll rock.

Thanks everyone for your support and words, I like being a part of this forum, even if I'm wicked far away from all of you guys..

Thanks again guys.. I'll be fine, no use getting worked up over things you can't change, right? Getting upset just makes it hard to think straight.